During school hours, I don't feel anything wrong when it comes to CAT and the senior officers. It's just the same... hi and hello greetings as a sign of friendship. But when the long hand of the clock is beginning to point at 12 and the short hand pointing at 5, the fast heartbeat starts.
Today is my second day in CAT. Yesterday is a good one. They taught the new recruits to march, walk and follow some commands. I find it hard. I am pressured but it's cool and I am enjoying it. It's tiring but it's worth it. I can now be with Choco every afternoon- after class. I joined because of THEM (my number one purpose!). I also joined because I think that this can help me experience a more memorable high school life. I cannot anymore experience such life like this one.
There are no take TWOs in life unlike movies.
For now, I cannot follow the marching and also the commands. Sometimes I really don't know what it means and what should be done. And I don't know what to do! Good thing 'Ma'am Nica' (or Beno) offered to teach me. (Don't bully me anymore, Ma'am!c: ) Until now, I can't imagine what will I look like if I will join the training. I don't know what would be the feeling if I will join the parade.
Is being nervous a part of the training? This would serve as a challenge for me. A challenge that will help me gain more confidence. (From Ma'am Kim c; )
MA-IGOT NA AKO PUON SAAGA. I'll be more serious. I'll follow. I'll aim for perfection. THAT'S A PROMISE FOR MYSELF.
AJA! (Right, Choco?) :)
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AJA! (Right, Choco?) :)